7a.m.
Another good night in the books for the baby girl. No episodes..!! She spit up a couple of times, but did well otherwise. She's still at 2lb 10oz, but she gained 10 grams. I hope she pops up to the next ounce soon and doesn't start leveling off in her growth. She's gotta grow!
We're going to a Christmas party tonight for Adam's shift and the shift that works the same schedule as his. There's a couple (the husband is on the other shift) who, we found out at a party during the summer, are pregnant with a little girl and have the exact same due date as I did. I'm not exactly sure how my ragged emotions are going to react to seeing this sweet lady tonight...I hope I can hold it together and not burst into tears when I see how glowingly pregnant she is. I don't think the pregnant women I know right now know how to behave around me. I'm not mad at them--how could I be?--but I am jealous that they are trucking right along in their pregnancies while mine ended so early and abruptly. I wish them only the absolute best; I would never want anyone to have to go through what we are going through now. I guess, for tonight, I'll be putting on a brave face...one that includes waterproof mascara.
-Keli
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